UGH, WTF, SERIOUSLY, REALLY?!?!

I have a confession to make…

You probably can’t tell from my posts but I am a VERY negative person. You always see the little cartoons of the angel and devil on the shoulders, well mine are BIG POSITIVE & NEGATIVE cartoon faces on my shoulders and for whatever reason the negative gets my attention first every time and I find it really hard to ignore it!! I can make the a warm 75 degree sunshine light breeze picnic in the park with a rainbow, ponies and cake and find something negative about it. I always do!!

So my girl Megan, that I have talked about in earlier posts, has told me to make it a daily thing to make a Daily Positive Blog Post. Cause she is sick and tired of my constant negativity and I think she would like to shake the crap out of me most days. Which give her props for sticking by my moody, negative, selfish butt all this time!

 

SO POSITIVE THOUGHTS…. This is really hard without being shallow like “Oh I am healthy, I got money and roof over my head” Thanksgiving around the table ramblings.  I need real positive thinking OPEN MY BIG HAZEL EYES and see what this life has given me!!

DAY 1

What the heck I am going to be shallow, even though while “researching” aka searching Google for happy and mad faces, I saw a post with a 30 day challenge and it said your not shallow if you say that you love your eyes. So I will start this day off with a quick simple positive thought.

I LOVE MY EYES!

What I love about my eyes is that they are hazel/green, my favorite color, super boring right? NOPE, cause they change colors, well shades to be more on point. With my moods they can become more bright green or blue almost. Kind of neat when I notice it which isn’t often that I pay that much attention to myself let alone someone else paying that much attention to me. But still pretty neat. They are healthy as far as I can see, I made a funny, cause I have excellent vision. Yay no glasses for me…yet? Minus the headaches/migraines I get that put my left eye out of order sometimes, it is pretty nice to be able to see everything.

HERE COMES THE MUSHY PART

I get to see my wonderful, beautiful, magical and lovely daughters faces through these eyes.
I get to smell the fresh spring grass and run my fingers through it knowing it is the bright shade of green cause I am not color blind.
I get to make funny faces and flirt with my fiance’ with these sometimes naughty eyes. 😉
I could go on but I am going to spare you cause lets face it,  I’m missing my negativity already. Time to go water my plants that all are dying I swear cause it is never sunny out so they can’t grow!!

“The eyes are the window of the soul.” -English Proverb

Day 3 A.C.

My Thinspiration

I have so many women that I would LOVE to look like but here are two!

I have loved Emily Vancamp since the moment I saw her and she looks so beautiful and healthy.

Next is Milas Kunis and I mean look at her BaBam!! She makes me laugh and my fiancé has a small crush on her so why not her!!

They have boobs!! Yes not very large but I myself am well endowed and it always makes me feel so much bigger than I am. Both these women are able to stay fit and still keep them womanly gifts 😉 I am fine not being stick skinny I have always been “pudgy” so these women keep the thin without showing off that bone look and seeing all there parts 😀 That’s what attracts me to their look!!

Both these woman look healthy and wholesome. I want to lose weight be in shape but in the healthiest way possible!!

Squat Challenge

60 Squats are really hard! Yesterday I videoed myself and lets just say I OVER DID the squats. I did them a little bit wrong and I did them all at once. DAY 1 was just a rush and DAY 2 what the hell was I thinking I should have thought it through more. So my 60 today was split up through my morning, my legs are killing me! Avoiding staircases, yeah right, I can’t even drop anything or play with the kids on the floor, I won’t be getting back up!!

TOMORROW IS REST DAY 😀 😀 EXCITED!!!

Day 2 A.C.

I am 5 foot 3 inches tall and I’m not a fan of being short all the time. I personally just have REALLY short legs. There are benefits of short but at the same time not at all. Ever try to reach the last glass in the cupboard on the top shelf, well it includes a chair and standing on counter. I always get little jokes about being short but I know a few about being tall so the grass isn’t always greener on the other side.

THIS IS A  SHORT JOKE  AND ONE GIRLS USE TO FLIRT WITH!

IT GETS OLD!!

 55 SQUATS was terrible!!!

Who knew 5 more would be so hard. Here are a few work out pictures, I need more motivation and inspiration!

Day 1 A.C.

My Stats

• Weight: 143 lbs
• Height: 5’3
• Age: 25
• Calorie Intake: 1,220
• Goal Weight: 130 lbs

Squat Challenge

• 50 Squats COMPLETED!

Tomorrow 55 NO PROBLEM!!